Journal 20

Gasping for air. When I wake up from my terrible dream. Trying to let the air into my lungs. Waking up in one of their rooms to realize it wasn't a dream. The terrible dream wads a reality. My family...my friends...my whole life had been a lie. Where I thought I lived with humans, but it had all been a lie.the door opened. I saw one of them. The aliens that looked likes me but were completely different. They who once said they were my family. "Daughter come to eat breakfast." I weakly pulled myself up from the bed. Something wanted to lie and say I didn't feel good but they would suspect. "Y-Yes mother." was all I could reply. Don't act suspicious I told myself. I can't alarm them or I would have to face their wrath. If they find out what I found out they would get rid of me. Even if the truth hurt on what they were planning, I couldn't and I would alarm them. Today....tomorrow...and everyday forth I would have to lie. I would have to fear my existence of being alone forever. I loved my mother and my father but to know they wanted to experiment on me. Such a frightening thought. If I could act long enough that I didn't know I could survive. I wouldn't be taken and replaced. I wouldn't be cut open as another poor victim lived a lie with fake memories. I would have to live with aliens on this alien planet for the rest of my life.